procrastinating...like usual. I have 3 papers due tomorrow, for a total of 16 pgs, and I haven't started yet. Man, am I doing great. But I heard another trombone candidate today, Mark Hetzler, from Empire Brass, he was AMAZING!!!!!!! He played Monk's New York Requiem....gorgeous piece! Well...I should try and get something done before quintet rehearsal.

Man....What a crappy semester. So, the other day in my horrible 8:50 lesson, I started sobbing, and could not stop for like 2 hours, so I skipped some classes. and now the whole world is crashing down...I've just got SO much to do that it's insane. I really need to cut things out of my life, but I have no idea what, as I need everything i'm doing. i could not graduate in 4 years, and drop my course load down...or just not practice, or not work and be broke. I can't wait till spring break, I really need it. It will be so nice to be down in AZ with Adam for that whole week! I'm excited. On a good note though, my mom sent me flowers and balloons today, after my bad yesterday, so that was awesome and unexpected. I haven't really been writing much in here...no time. Right now I should be writing one of the 3 papers that are due on tuesday, that I won't have time to write this weekend. Tomorrow I have the PPST test to get into the school of ed at 7:30 in the morning. I realize that my blog is very different from everyone's very intellectual blogs...but this is just a place for me to rant....ok, that's all I can do. later.