GO BADGERS! Man, I love football right now!
Concert band and uband concerts today, fun stuff! Probably won't get to leave humanities, but that's life i suppose. I lost my nerve yesterday, we were doing a high ropes course, and you're supposed to climb up a pole and dive off, and I just started hyperventilating, i felt like i was choking, so I just climbed down, and then started crying, rather embarassing. I just have a fear of losing control....but everyone who knows me..knows that. I just hate having to trust people, I'm afraid of it so much.
Sunday, October 17, 2004
Tuesday, October 05, 2004
ahh..to blog. That is something I haven't done in a long time...maybe it is for lack of time, but probably not.
Life has been....busy, crampacked, stressful, fun at times, lonely, but full of friends...lots of writing and reading, lots of working, and not enough sleeping, full of procrastination, but then getting stuff done early for once...it's been phonics, physics, conducting, and practicum...methods, and quintet, CCE, Uband, Concert band--where i go nuts. Lessons are ok, my tuba playing hasn't been all that swell....I've met some great friends, and feel like i've lost a few also. my best friend is getting married, i'm going to s.c. for spring break, d.c. in january, home for thanksgiving....i have to get my student teaching app. in, and think about whether or not I want to go grad school, I have to start thinking about apartments for next year...AAAHHH!!!! TOO much stuff...I'm going crazy with this 22 credit crap, why am I insane? Oh yeah..I want to take only 12 credits next fall....7 of which will hopefully be an intensive Finnish course. Maybe I'll move overseas after graduation, i suppose it's to early to think, but we all know how I am..I'm drinking starbucks for the first time all year, I woke up early this morning, and my roomie was already up studying. I do love having my own room though, and a kitchen, it rocks! My eyes are still messed up however, from having pink back in august...blah! Hmm...I turned 20 a week ago, not 21, I haven't had sex in over a month, and it's getting to me. But I'm the gal guys are friends with, so, I suppose I'll have to get used to it. Not that you really wanted to know that...Well I suppose, I've unloaded enough random thoughts, now I get to read about everything you wanted to know about phonics but were afraid to ask....sound exciting? it isn't.
Life has been....busy, crampacked, stressful, fun at times, lonely, but full of friends...lots of writing and reading, lots of working, and not enough sleeping, full of procrastination, but then getting stuff done early for once...it's been phonics, physics, conducting, and practicum...methods, and quintet, CCE, Uband, Concert band--where i go nuts. Lessons are ok, my tuba playing hasn't been all that swell....I've met some great friends, and feel like i've lost a few also. my best friend is getting married, i'm going to s.c. for spring break, d.c. in january, home for thanksgiving....i have to get my student teaching app. in, and think about whether or not I want to go grad school, I have to start thinking about apartments for next year...AAAHHH!!!! TOO much stuff...I'm going crazy with this 22 credit crap, why am I insane? Oh yeah..I want to take only 12 credits next fall....7 of which will hopefully be an intensive Finnish course. Maybe I'll move overseas after graduation, i suppose it's to early to think, but we all know how I am..I'm drinking starbucks for the first time all year, I woke up early this morning, and my roomie was already up studying. I do love having my own room though, and a kitchen, it rocks! My eyes are still messed up however, from having pink back in august...blah! Hmm...I turned 20 a week ago, not 21, I haven't had sex in over a month, and it's getting to me. But I'm the gal guys are friends with, so, I suppose I'll have to get used to it. Not that you really wanted to know that...Well I suppose, I've unloaded enough random thoughts, now I get to read about everything you wanted to know about phonics but were afraid to ask....sound exciting? it isn't.
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