raise your hand if you're sure

If you comment on this post...
1. I’ll respond with something random about you.
2. I’ll challenge you to try something.
3. I’ll pick a color that I associate with you.
4. I’ll tell you something I like about you.
5. I’ll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I’ll tell you what animal,vegetable or mineral you remind me of.
7. I’ll ask you something I’ve always wanted to ask you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on yours.

As posted by Day and Lorn.

My Shuffled Playlist...and what it says about me.

seeing answers in things that are random and unpredictable. you ask a question aloud and wait for a sign. previously I've seen something similar done with the Bible- you ask a question and open a random page from the big book, poke a random chapter and get an answer.



1. how does the world see me?
Reel Big Fish: Sellout

2. will I have a happy life?
Sean Paul: Get Busy

3. what do my friends really think of me?
Roy Davis Jr.: I Like It Like That

4. do people secretly lust after me?
Death Cab for Cutie: Li

5. how can I make myself happy?
Jo Dee Messina: Stand Beside Me

6. what should I do with my life?
Travis: The Cage

7. why should life be full of so much pain?
Ben Folds Five: Fair

8. how can I maximize my pleasure during sex?
Euphoniums Unlimited: In The Cathedral

9. will I ever have children?
A Perfect Circle: Weak and Powerless

10. will I die happy?
Slipknot: Tattered and Torn

11. what is some good advice for me?
Louie DeVito: Stand Still

12. what is happiness?
The Prodigy: The Narcotic Suite

13. what is my favourite fetish?
Death Cab for Cutie: Title and Registration

14. how will I be remembered?
Dianne Reeves: Little Drummer Boy

I'm rather frightened.

In 12 days I will be packing up my car (again) and driving to Washington D.C. a city I have only been to once before. I will be moving into a house I've never seen, with roommates I've never met, to attend a school I've never been to. There are way too many unknowns in that sentence. And besides that it's a super expensive city, and I don't really have a job lined up yet, so I need to make sure I have enough money to pay my rent and live on/set myself up with......hopefully next week at work will help me out some, but I hope that I can get a loan to help out with the rent, until I can get a job and start saving some money. Maybe I should have just gone straight into the workforce and paid off my debt before I started back in on even more.....I guess we'll see.

I'm sure it will be fine once I get there and get going, but as of right now, I'm getting scared. As much as I tell myself I'm a people person, and that I'm a hard worker, there's always the little voice inside wondering what will happen and how things will be, once I leave this comfortable Madison life behind. I hope many of you come and visit me, so I can make DC seem like home too.....

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SAI seniors, Andrea, Liz, Monica, Me 

the happy couple, katie and griffin 

inside 

miller park 

tailgating before the brewer's game 

nice snow....my house 

queen of the snowbank 

addy, me, bruneau and elizabeth 

addy, rachel and elizabeth 

jed throwing a snowball at me 

snowbank across the street in march 

cupcakes :) 

more  

castle wall in talin 

Church window in Talin 

Outside my house in March