Are you angry?

An acquaintance asked me the other day if I was an angry person. Of course I said no, but now I wonder if that is true. Should I really tell my true feelings or hide them inside. Usually I hide them all inside, I cover it up by telling lots of other things to make up for the truth. Lately I have realized that I am really lonely. However, I don't know what I can to do to become not lonely. I wonder, if I lose weight, would I be happier, less lonely? Will moving to the UP make me more lonely or will it help? Will I truly miss DC? Could I truly be happy and not lonely here? Would dating someone help me be not lonely? This question has really been on my mind. It has been a long while since I have really dated anyone. Sure, I've been on dates and been with people, but I haven't really dated anyone in years. I miss having someone there. Should I solve my problems on my own though, without being dependent on having someone there to be happy? I look around and it seems like everyone is in a couple. My friends are married, engaged, having babies. And here I am....sure I'm not completely alone in my singleness, but it seems to be bothering me more than usual lately. I haven't written like this in years...I hate being vulnerable and putting my rather shallow thoughts out there for people to read. Thoughts are just building up though and I really need an outlet. If I lost weight would I find someone to be in a relationship with? What do I need to do to find happiness?

So many questions....never enough answers. Life is very overwhelming right now, though a break is welcomed, I fear the time I will have alone with my thoughts.